For those of you who have known me for more than 6 minutes, you probably already know that I go through rather predictable phases of frustration and angst. Anytime I get close to making a large decision or feel cornered I turn defensive and hypersensitive and paranoid. I'm right in the middle of one of those phases.
I know that there's nothing I can do other than wait it out and convince myself of the following:
I am not wasting my life.
I am not wasting my life.
I am not wasting my life.
Rinse and repeat.
It's not that I'm frustrated because I don't have any kind of career aspirations, friends I regularly see, or money to run off and travel. I'm really just bored with where I am. My life right now simply isn't what I expected for my mid-20s.
I'm sorry your feeling restless! I hope it passes soon. And we definitely need to catch up soon!
ReplyDeleteThat would be great! Where exactly are you now?
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